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ELECTRIC LOVE ( imessage ) — chapter fourteen
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RHEA AOKI: rhea bae SIDNEY SCOTT: sid vicious
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sid vicious what's up doc
rhea bae i just cannot stand delia sometimes
sid vicious understandable. do you want to talk about it? bc i feel like some of delia's points were maybe a little valid
rhea bae seriously? is this why you texted me? to figure things out ?
sid vicious idk if you remember this, but when you first broke up w vinnie, you came over to my house in tears bc you claimed that vinnie now hated you and that you felt so awful about how things ended. then two weeks later you got w griffin. now i'm not going to say that vinnie felt hurt, but his best friend turned ex girlfriend got with his ex bff after your breakup
rhea bae we were not boyfriend and girlfriend. it was a quick summer thing. that's all
sid vicious point still stands bae
rhea bae fine okay. i literally still cannot put into words why i did what i did. when i realized that i did have big fat feelings for vinnie, i chickened out. i was terrified that if we were to get together and date then what we already had would become fucked up. so i broke things off and then i really realized how much i did care for him. at that point it was too late though and there was no going back. so when griffin told me ab his feelings i guess that i wanted to compensate for what i lost w vinnie? i thought that griffin would be able to make me feel the same way that vinnie did w/o all of the possible negatives that could come along if it was vinnie and i.
rhea bae so i guess i did use him as a rebound and a replacement. which makes me such an awful person and i hate to pity myself but maybe i deserved to be cheated on. i don't think that i really loved him when we started dating, but then i did later
rhea bae ignore the fact that i said **** in my last text oh god
sid vicious wait did you **** griffin
rhea bae atp idk
rhea bae okay what i'm about to tell you, i'm begging you to be my best friend and not tell anyone, not even delia
sid vicious you've kept my secret of how i hooked up w the sway boys. your secret it safe with me
rhea bae i still care about griffin, like a lot i know this sounds insane because he cheated on me, but we were friends at one point. i used to think of him as this guy who completed me and it's hard for me to imagine hurting him now. i hate the way he me made me feel and treated me and this sounds so fucking stupid but i don't want him to feel the same way i did. i'm not trying to defend him bc i know he's shitty, but i feel bad
rhea bae and it makes me think that me getting cheated on was karma. i used him as a rebound to get over his best friend and never did have feelings for him when we first started dating. it's my fault
sid vicious no one deserves to be cheated on. yes, it's bad that you didn't have feelings initially, but he had been cheating on you from the beginning
rhea bae because he could probably tell that i didn't have feelings for him
sid vicious hate to be a misandrist but that man has the emotional range of a wood board. he thinks that being horny is justification for cheating on you. he couldn't tell ab your feelings
sid vicious this is a personal opinion, but it feels like those feelings of sympathy are ones that have been conditioned. everytime you felt bad, griffin would turn it into his moment and spin it into a narrative where he was the vic
sid vicious and also, you probably feel bad ab what you did in the past. i think that any reasonable person would feel bad about using someone as a rebound. it's a sucky move and you know that. it's just empathy
sid vicious what you went through w griffin was awful and emotional abuse. he is a narcissist and is going to make himself the center of attention. you are one of the strongest women i know and i am proud of you
