No will love you until your gone

this is the bery beginning of my story...

Hi my names Diana I wast an happy normal girl when I wast 4 until my sister got born

My mom wast pregnant with my sister yana my dad wast an doctor I always ask my mom for this white and pink teddy bear but she keep responding with
"Maybe later honey"
"Tommorow I promise"

But one day she responds with
"No!Diana ugh can you stop asking for that teddy bear?!"

I wast really upset that day I didn't even talk or come out on my room I didn't eat dinner I know every parents is like that but still I didn't know why i got upset so fast

November 6 my sister wast born
I wast exited to meet her I finnaly have someone to play with i cannot wait to meet her

Her eyes wast green it wast really pretty just like my moms eyes I kiss her when my parents wast talking then she cried my mom yelled at me saids "Diana why did you make your sister cry ugh"

I responded nervously

"M-mom I just kiss her"

"Why did you kiss her then ugh"

My dad look at me with a serious face and said "we need to talk"

I wast so nervous I didn't know what to do I just look at him with the fear in my eyes

My dad said

"Don't be scared honey your mother just got birth thats why she's like that"

I didn't said anything I don't know what to say I can feel the tears running trew my eyes

November 6 my sister 1st birth day I wast so exited until I saw my mom giving my sister the teddy bear I really wanted

My heart shattered into pieces I just run to my room I look the door and cover my self with a blanket I know she wast just 1 but I still dont know what to feel I don't know what is happening to me? what is this feeling? I never felt this before