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addiction is one of the harder poems i've written.
addiction talks about my real life addictions i have.
i kinda left one out which was to feel loved but, it was one i couldn't really fit.
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i've been struggling with these for awhile now and my ED, binge eating, has been the hardest to control. as of halloween, im 82 days clean. yesterday i almost relapsed which, was very scary but i talked myself out of it.
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self harm has been challenging.
there are so many ways to self harm that it's overwhelming to think about.
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when i was writing this, all i could think about was not falling, i started going back to the last time i relapsed and i upset someone to where i wanted to just forget the world but, i didn't.
i'm clean :)
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Poetrythis is the behind the scenes or just thoughts, inspirations, and such from each of my poems in my book of poetry. i hope you enjoy what went into my book. *all uncensored thoughts so this is your CW (content warning)* - roxy
