Anime short stories

Bokuto and me

(TIGGER WARNING, there will be talk of suicide, depression and abuse!! i wanted to add something that I've gone through, and some of you guys have gone through. Hope you will like It and enjoy it. And thank you guys for all the support will delete later if it's to much and I apologize In advanced All characters are aged up.)

You've been dating Bokuto for 6 months,
And everything was going pretty good, your happy and he's happy, although y'all haven't dated that long you knew that you loved him, but you weren't ready to tell him just yet.
"Hey babe I'm going go practice a little with akaashi."
You yell okay from the bedroom that y'all guys kind of share, you kind of made yourself at home, although you don't officially live there, but you are there every night, you even managed to get a drawer for yourself. You hear the door open and close. you walked into the bathroom and you looked at yourself in the mirror, you couldn't help but tell yourself that you will never be enough for him or anyone else. 'Your a fucking piece of shit' you tell yourself, after you said that out loud you shook your no, 'I'm beautiful, I'm strong and I am good enough for bokuto, but are you really? Are you? Just stop, why do you do you do this to me, you're me, you're just destroying yourself. Why can't you let me be happy?'
You took one more glance at yourself and walked to the bed and layer down. You fell asleep right away.
You feel that bokuto gets in bed with you, he cuddled up next to and he whispered in your ear that he missed you, you turned your body where you're facing his chest, you gently clinched on to his shirt, you couldn't help but think about what you said, and you started to cry. Bokuto kind of pushed away so he could see your face, and gently grabbed your chin and pulled it up.
"Whats wrong, is it something I did?"
You couldn't even talk, instead of him Asking what's wrong again, he hugged you, he hugged you so tight, he made sure that your felt safe and you did. You and him stayed like that for an hour, you finally stopped crying, and you kind of whispers "I'm sorry, I cried all over your shirt" Bokuto kind of chuckles "it's okay, all is forgiven, but in a serious note, are you okay y/n, if your not ready to talk it's okay, just please tell me your okay."
"I am, I promise" even though that wasn't the truth you didn't want to burden him with your unforgivable thoughts. He get up and takes off his shirt, and he goes in the kitchen and brings back some of your favorite snacks, you smiled up at him and shake your head " you know me so well" he laughs and handed your snacks and kissed you.
You and Bokuto sat on there for hours just talking, and out of no where you say "your amazing you know that."
He smiled and he says "of course I know that."
You roll your eyes " shut up I'm being serious"
" yeah, yeah I know"
"Also, I- I umm I- I love you Bokuto!"
He kind looked at you for a second, then he smiled at you it was huge smile. He leaned forward and he kissed you, "I love you too"
After that y'all to, layed done and fell asleep together feeling happier than even, you finally told him that you loved him.
The next day, you had a couple of classes at the college you go to, you didn't really want to go, you didn't want to leave out of Bokuto's arms but you couldn't miss another class this semester so you had to go. You got up, took a shower, brushed your teeth your hair and got dressed, you were about to grab your keys and purse but then Bokuto stopped you he hugged you from behind and he started to kiss your neck, "Bokuto I can't I have get to class, you know I can't mess another one."
"Uhh fine but after class."
You rolled your eyes and kissed him and you left, you finally get to class, all day long you day dreamed of Bokuto and you. You wanted this day to be over with so you can go back home and see your fucking hot boyfriend.
Finally all your classes are over, you started for the bathroom, but then you saw your abusive ex boyfriend, you never thought in a million years you would see him again, you stopped in your tracks, he he finally sees you and has this menacing smile on his face, you were scared but you couldn't move, he finally reached you.
"So I heard that you got a new boyfriend, bet you were cheating on me with him huh."
You couldn't muster up any words you just started at at.
" don't bother to answer I know you did, your fucking piece of shit, and you don't deserve to live"
He got closer to your eye and whispered "go kill yourself, fucking slut"
After he walked away you finally moved and you ran to your car; you started to cry. After you stopped you finally left to home, your actual home, you didn't say anything to Bokuto, you didn't want him to worry about you. After an hour your phone starts to blow up and it's Bokuto asking where you are and if your safe, but you didn't answer, till a couple minutes later you hear a knock on the door, and you knew who that was. You opened the door and Bokuto was tanning there, he looked so worried.
"What happened! Why didn't you tell me you saw your ex today, why didn't you come home. Why y/n I'm worried about you please tell me what's going on."
You grab his hand and took him to the couch and you both sat down, you finally tell him about everything, he already know about your ex, but now the full story,So you tell him.
"Almost 2 years ago, my ex use to beat me, I know I should of left, but I was scared, what is he caught me he would be me worse then what he would already, every time he would tell me to kill myself, and that I'm not worth living, he liked have the power, so one day I cute my wrists." You pull up your sleeves and showed him your scars, he looked down at them and he looked so sad, you cupped his face, to tell him that your alright. You started go on with what you were saying.
Luckily my sister came that day and she found me in the bathroom, if she would of came another hour I've wouldn't be here today. After all thought I still struggle with a lot of stuff from what he did and what I did to myself, I tell myself that I'm not worth it, that I'm not worth the love you give me, I'm not worth of the kindness you give me, I'm not worth anything. But I know that I am worth it."
You stopped talking and pandered on what you said, you finally said it out loud, you feel all the heaviness fall off your body, you looked up at Bokuto and and he is looking at you, you smiled up at him, and you said " I am worth it." He smiled back he pulled you into a tight hug, and he said "I love you, and know that I mean it, with all of my heart, I will never do anything to hurt you." He pulled away, "you are worth everything, you are my everything, when you're feeling sad, let me know, I don't know what I would do if I Lost you, you are the love of my life, I can see use having kids and getting married."
Kids and marriage with this idiot, you would mind at all, the love of your life more like the idiot of my life, I can't believe I have someone like him, I don't know how, or why but I'm going to try and be happy because I want him to be happy, I don't want him to worry about me. You look up at him and you kissed him, you kissed him with so much passion, and he did the same.
-the end