So as you all know I have depression I don't feel wanted and I feel invisible but something happened today that will forever change my life yesterday I had fun and was actually happy my boyfriend of almost 5 years asked me on a date last night I thought he wanted to break up because I mean I don't fell good about myself I think I'm ugly but I guess some people don't think that so I will be 19 in four days but I guess today started my future I have been through a lot and so have y'all but this is just things we go through for the better and things will get better I want thank @Starrhanold for helping me but things happen for the better like I went on a date on the beach with my boyfriend because he said he wanted to talk and ask me something I didn't think about the good things I thought about the bad like he was going to break up with me but Star said" you don't ask to break up but you do ask to marry"
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I am now engaged to the love of my life and now I feel like I can be happy again I saw friends I haven't seen in forever me and my brothers weren't fighting my brother is also engaged to his girlfriend and I think of her as a sister so basically a lot of shit happens for the better but I will be posting chapters that go with the story but that's all for now till next time❤️
