A Lil Lost , A Lot Found

Never Mind

We met,
When we both were miserable
Until then,
We both were unpredictable

Talking to each other,
I realized
That there were so many things similar

Love,
That’s what we both were looking for
Even time,
Was right to get what we wished for

At least we thought,
The thoughts we thought were just mere thoughts,
but in reality, they did not go the way we thought

Broken,
I already was before I met him
Wound,
Which was meant to be healed is now open

Fake,
All the promises he made from all the paragraphs and dates
Change,
Took him just a few days to move on by putting on me all the blame
I believed,
He loves me like nobody else.
But truth,
He said this to every girl he texts

But guess what,
I was not the only one
but all he said
was that the time we spent was all for fun

but never mind,
I will pretend that it was same from my side.
Cause for him
I was nothing more than just one more kind

I never mind,
Cause all the love I put will eventually come back and I will be fine
And for all they say,
Time heals everything and healing takes time.

Remind yourself,
You are not incomplete without love,
Love,
Is complete in itself
And it will never fade away
No matter how many times you give it away.

Never mind,
It was him and his stupid mistakes.
Excuses,
Were his only escape

For me,
It will not matter for long
Despite
Of my habit to linger on

Which made me hold on to the idea of delusional forevers
And that you cared for me cause all that matters

But leave it be,
I would never mind,
Because after all, I was the culprit
He found, being too kind
And I was manipulated
By all his superficial lies

Well! So many demonstrations on how I feel
But he sowed a seed of doubt in me
That maybe nobody would ever love me
or
If somebody did how would I believe
After all that he did to me.