it's been 1 week since what the drama and people are still going at it like they can just stfu.I haven't been eating lately i've only came out of my room once a day, i barely come out.Sometimes i miss hanging out with the group but i just don't feel like it.And mostly what happened between me and vallyk,he blocked me on everything but instagram.I miss the feeling to laugh,have fun and be happy, i don't have that because i just stay in my room all day thinking and not caring.
I don't care about no one no more if they don't care about me why care about them like ik it's wrong but deal with it.Im pretty sure vallyk don't care about me because he already moved on to a new girl.And the gang they probably moved on too because they found a new girl to replace me with called sharon.
Anyways right now i'm feeling hungry so i should probably get a snack
u get up and go out your door like this
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once i got out i went donwstairs to see the whole gang i looked at them and they looked at me shocked.I just stayed quiet until kobe said
"um hi jayden"
"hi"you quietly say
i then hear a giggle making me turn around to see vallyk and his new girl.Looking at him with someone else just made me sad i couldn't stand there watching him be happy with someone else other than me it just hurts.And i guess i forgot to stop staring because he looked at me with a shocked face.
"hi i'm sharon, we haven't meet right"she says with her hand out
"um ok i'm jayden, and no we haven't" you slightly smile
"your really pretty why haven't i seen you lately"she asked
"thanks an- you get interrupted by anne
"jayden i've missed you so much"
"me too" i say as tears are forming in my eyes
why do i feel tears on my eyes oh hell to the no i'm not about to cry in front of all them
"are you crying"sharon says
"huh no"you say wiping away the tears
at that moment i just wanted to break down crying and hug them because we have never been this apart from each other and so out of nowhere alessya hugged me making me break down crying
"omg i missed ya-y'all so much i'm s-sorry i did this to y'all ik y'all cared about me idk i just met all the hate get me i'm sorry"you say crying on her shoulder
"omg jayden it's ok you have been through enough,we get it you were just at the worst moments" alessya says patting your back
she then breaks the hug for you can go to the others, you go to anne
