You're perfect to me (Vic Fuentes fanfic)

I guess i'm in love with a bitch

Madi POV
Every day I visited vic in the hospital, it broke my heart to see him laying there, motionless, I should of been the one in hospital, not him

"Morning beautiful" I heard a raspy voice speak from beside me, I removed my head from my hands and looked up

"Morning..." I replied quietly
"Hey, what's wrong?" He softened his face into a worried look
I sighed slowly
"Everything......I'm sorry, none of this should of happened, you didn't have to take the bulle-" I was cut off
"Don't say that, I would never change what happened, I'd go through it all over again, if it meant I could save you everytime" he grabbed my hand and squeezed it slightly, a tear rolled down my cheek, I formed a smile

"I love you"
"Love you too" he kissed me on the lips

The door slowly opened and a nurse appeared, walking into the room

"Uh, you should be fine now, you're allowed to leave just take it slow for a while before putting yourself in front of another bullet" she sarcastically spoke to vic

"What you think that's funny?" I looked over at her furrowing my eyebrows
She put her head down before continuing to make the bed

"Are you going to answer? That's definitely nothing to make a joke about" vic grabbed my hand calming me down

"I'll leave you to get dressed" she nodded before walking towards the door
"Bitch" I heard her mumble, opening the door
"If anyone's a bitch it's you, hun" I raised my voice, she then slammed the door
I turned back to vic who was struggling to get the buttons undone on his back
"What a smartass"
He chuckled "yeah, maybe one day she'll take a bullet for the one she loves, then she will understand" he smiled at me and kissed me
"Mind helping me with these buttons" shyly he put his head down

I giggled to myself and undid his buttons, after he was dressed we exited the hospital and got into the car

"So....what's going on with rick?" Vic broke the silence, I swallowed hard, remembering what happened
"Like what happened with the police?"
"Madi?" He continued

"Uh, he-he was gone before the police could catch him" I put my head down

"Ohh, but your okay right?" He asked

"More scared.....he'll have an angrier
ego this time" to be honest I didn't even want to talk about it

"He won't touch you again" he kept on talking

"You said that last time.." I looked him in the eyes

"But I pr-" I cut him off

"Vic, just stop I don't want to talk about it" closing my eyes, he continued to speak
"Don't worry, you'll be okay" he grabbed my hand
"Vic stop!" I finished the conversation
He sighed and continued driving, when we were in the driveway I sat there for a moment before speaking
"It's not me I'm worried about, it's you" I Immediately got out of the car and sprinted inside, up into the bathroom where I could be alone

"Madi?" I heard a small knock on the door
"Go away vic" I slightly raised my voice
"Don't be like that, please talk to me Madi" annoyance rung in his voice

I just sat there in silence, I didn't want to talk to anyone, really I just wanted to be alone where I could think without anyone interrupting

"What's going on? Open up!" vic raised his voice fiddling with the door knob

"Madi!" Once again he was yelling from the other side of the door

I completely blocked him out, his voice.... Everything
Grabbing my blade and without hesitation cutting myself, I felt nothing, I was numb, so sick of everything, constantly in danger, just wanting to live a normal happy life and not be as fucked up as I am, knowing that I'm not worth the time some people spend on me, suicidal thoughts were rushing through my head overpowering every thought I had

Slowly I stood up, opening the door and walking into the bedroom, passing vic without even so much as a glance

"Madi" he called my name once again
"For fuck sake, answer me!" He continued

"What!" I spun round now facing him, his eyes automatically scanned my body, stopping at my wrists, grabbing my arms and replying

"Why do you keep doing this to yourself?" He slowly looked to the ground before letting go of my arms

I instantly felt guilty

"I'm always there for you, looking out for you, loving you, protecting you, putting you before anything else and you still hurt yourself, it's kills me inside to see you like this, I'd do anything for you, you're perfect and special and everything I want, you're way to beautiful to be hurting yourself, so please just promise me you won't cut yourself again" a tear rolled down his cheek

He was right, he's always been here for me, he's always so loving and I'd hate to lose that, more that anything I just want him in my life forever, no matter what

I slowly walked over to him, he engulfed me into a hug, kissing me on the head

"I promise" I whispered before continuing

"I'm sorry I'm such a bitch" I giggled a bit
"You're not a bitch, you're perfect" he replied chuckling

"I love you" he whispered, kissing my wrist
"I love you too" I closed my eyes and hugged him back tighter, I'm so lucky to have him