I wish I had treated him preciously.
I should not have taken my time with him for granted.
I regret it.
I regret it so much.
I wish I had let go of my egos.
I wish I could have realized earlier what he meant for my existence.
Because it is really hard to breath in this cruel world without him.
It's been exactly 180 days since he took his last breath.
His last words, they still ring in my ears .
I still dream about him.But even inside the dream I cannot reach his hand .
Is this my punishment?Dear God,please at least let me comfort myself by holding his hand in my dreams.
I would not mind I get to hold his hands , even if that dream is a nightmare.
Nowadays , even nightmares cannot harm me.Because I have already lost the ability to feel anything.
That day, when he took his last breath, my ability to feel left with his last breath as well.
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The Brightest Star
RomanceEna wanted Kevin to experience all the love he could not get in his childhood.But it's too late now.But a surprising opportunity knocks at Ena s door which will enable her to go back to the time when Kevin was still a child who was hungry for love a...