Deep Depression

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Kentrells pov

I grabbed my phone and called Mariah she didn't answer so I called her again

"H-hello" she said

" when was the last time you ate " I said pulling up to Chick-fil-A

" I ate this morning.......why" she said

"Mariah when was the last time you ate" i said cause I know she was lying she side

" I just said this morning " she said

" whatchu eat den " it was quite I shook my head " share yo damn location man" i said hanging up i looked back at the twins seeing them sleep I was taking them to see Mariah

At the hotel

Babymama🥰💞 shared her location

Babydaddy😔:  come outside
Read 10:28 pm

Mariah pov

I finally looked away from the balcony the thought of jumping been running through my mind like crazy my phone ding I looked and saw a message from kentrell telling me to come out side I put on my fluffy slide and my jacket grabbing the key card and leaving I walked to his car got in and looked at the road

All I gotta do is walk in the middle of the road while a car come

I was snapped out my thoughts by kentrell calling my name

" Mariah" he said

" yes" I said lowly looking at the dashboard He put a bag of food in my lap I opened it looked in side before closing

" why you ain't been eating" he said I looked at the twins smiled a little Before turning around

"'I have been eating " I said lowly thinking of all the pills I don took

" Mariah you doing drugs" he said I looked back at the road

Now bitch get out and run

" mama" kk said opening her eyes I looked back at her

" hey mommy's baby I missed you" I said

" me go back with you" kadija said

" nawl baby girl mama sick" kentrell said I mugged him

" don't lie to my kids I'm not sick" I said

" Mariah you are you been over here taking pills drinking henny you haven't been eating " he said I rolled my eyes

If only he know what's been on my mind

" babies mommy love you remember that "'I got out the car opening the side door and hugging them kk got teary eyed " aww baby don't cry you gonna see mommy again I promise when you do imma be so much better " i said whipping her tears

" b- bye mommy" she said

" bye bye" i said I went to kentrells window " if you was just gonna judge me you could have called but I will always love you and find a good woman to watch my kids cause on they life I will come back and kill you" I said kissing his lips for the last time I pulled away and tears slipped from my mind

" fuck you mean" he said I shook my head

" nothing get my kids home it's late" I said

" Mariah what the fuck you mean dawg"

" tell me you love make sure I can hear it don't let the pain take over try to heel it" i song to him before going back to the hotel

" It's your time " I heard

" sir don't let nobody up to my room for the next couple hours " I said he nodded and went up stairs

On the elevator i went to Twitter

Indialove:remember tell me that you love me make sure I can hear it don't let the pain take over try to heel it

Indialove: I let mines take over let's see where it gets me🙏🏽🕊🥀

I locked the room door and went to my bag I grabbed the gun and put it to my head

" I surrender my soul you can hold it" a dark shadow appear then every thing went black

Pleaseeeee don't kill me @NFE_killa

THE ENNNNND

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