This is my first time writing something to Wattpad so plz don't judge me ;w;.
created: December 30, 2019
EDIT: THIS WAS MADE SO LONG AGO PLS DONT READ IT
there's barely any mcyt in it to so if ur looking for that there's
nothing
I have a huge problem socializing 😃 literally it's so annoying.. I want to get over it but it just scares me so much. Whenever I comment it at least takes me 5 minutes to actually post it because I just get scared for no reason. Like they'll just ignore me. And discord makes it worse. Sometimes I wanna join a discord server but I just get nervous out of no where because I don't talk as much in servers. I don't even wanna join sometimes because there's always a notification when someone joins and then everyone knows and start up a convo. One time I joined and someone that I followed was there and they wanted to talk but I was just to scared to talk and just ignored it cause ik I'll mess up or make it awkward. I just wish I wasn't such an introvert cause I wanna talk to people when im lonely but I get so nervous. It's just so annoying. Even when I talk to some people irl. I was gonna meet my friend after 4 years of not seeing them and my stomach hurt so much cause I was getting nervous cause maybe they'll judge me because of how much changed. They don't even know im pan and it just make me even more scared cause idk if their homophobic. But I don't think so as much but there's a chance.
Oh yea I found out I'm pan not bi :) I was so confused if I was pan or bi for a while and just stuck with bi.
Here's some recent art
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