I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry (Iwaoi and Sakuatsu Angst) [Discontinued ATM]

Chapter 4

Third-Person's POV

Atsumu took out his phone and stared at his screen for awhile before going to his messages then to Sakusa's number

OMI-KUN

Sakusa...

What now? Do you think jsut because you
Used my real name I would get scared?
In your dreams

Let's break up

Huh? What kind of joke is this?
We all know you can't live without me
So stop with this drama already
I can live without you and I'll still be ok
But you without me? Hah!! You would
Be a mess

I'm really breaking up with you
I'm tired of this
I'm tired of you
I've had enough
I won't need someone who can't treat me right
If you don't want me the just say so
I don't need you to be in a relationship with me
Because you pity me
I'm tired of how you treat me
If you really think I'm a Germs then just leave me
I don't need you to remind me that I am the inferior one between me and Osamu
Enough is enough

We're done

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...
...

You can't message this person anymore

Omi-kun

Atsumu's tears is running down his cheeks. He laid down the couch and rolled in a ball

"I love you. But this relationship is not healthy anymore"

"I love you. But I can't take it anymore"

"I love you. But I have had enough already"

"I love you. But I need to love myself more"

"I love you. But you don't"

"I love you but you won't"

"I want you. But you don't"

"I need you. But you don't need me"

"I- I'm tired of loving you"

Atsumu's tears run freely on his cheeks.

His hand begs for it to be held by Sakusa

His body begged for Sakusa's.

His ears wants to hear Sakusa's voice.

His eyes wants to see Sakusa's own one.

He still want Sakusa's lips on his own.

Sakusa's clothes on him.

His heart still swoons every time he thinks about Sakusa.

He still wants Sakusa. Atsumu knows that, But not everything he wants can be given to him

He got up and brushed his tears away. He goes out the front door and started jogging

He remembered the time he first jogged with Sakusa.