𝑻𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆

XIV

'You're all good to go.'

That's what the doctor said,
That's what he said when he gave me my pills,
That's what he said when they tied me up in that jacket,
That's what he said when they stuffed that tape in my mouth,
That's when they sent me away.

Into a world of nightmares I went,
That white room with its soft walls,
My arms bound tightly to my body,
Insanity,
Nothingness,
That's all I was.

That's when I met them.

Danny,
Jorel,
Jordon,
Matt,
And George.

No one else could see them apart from me,
Maybe it was better that way,
Meaning they were mine and mine only,
Until they disappeared when I took my meds,
Revealing the empty room around me.

Countless days I spent in there,
The last drips of sanity begging to stay,
They thought I was the insane one.

Maybe I was.