malfoys love for a mikalson girl

Lose yourself

*it's been a week me and draco have been doing good of course there's been some jealous girls being just them and yes ofc me and draco have fucked almost everyday..it's addictive speaking of that hes in the shower rn i sneak one of his sweaters on as he walks out of the bathroom*
Draco: baby u already have so many of my sweaters
Y/n: Pleaseeeeee
Draco: fine
Y/n: hehe
*we walk down for classes and Hermione begins to talk about a party tonight *
Draco: u up to go baby?
Y/n: i don't want to tonight but u have fun
Y/n pov:
i'm losing myself draco makes me happy yes but this deep depression never leaves me...
i don't wanna do anything anymore i can't rly find myself turned on enough to fuck Draco

Draco pov:
Y/n has been so off we don't rly fuck anymore she's so down u can tell she fakes a smile daily she doesn't wanna go to the party maybe i should stay with her tonight no party or should i go

Hermione: can i talk to u y/n alone
Y/n: yeah
*hermione pulls u aside*
Hermione: what's wrong ur so sad lately we all see that it's all a act that smiles not real
Y/n: i need to go
*she grabs my arm*
draco: leave her alone hermione
hermione: i just wanna make sure she's okay
y/n: i just wanna go to my dorm i'm skipping class
hermione: you do that to much you need to tell us what's wrong so we can help u y/n
y/n: i'm fine i'm leaving draco have fun at the party i'll see u guys later
Draco: let me skip class with u
y/n: no go to class
*you go to your dorm and start balling your eyes out you don't wanna do it dracos the only thing keeping part of u here
*draco comes through the doors my eyes red and sore *
Draco: i'll stay with you tonight you need me
y/n: go have fun i'm okay
Draco: why wont u tell me what's wrong
y/n: i just i can't
*you convince him to go have fun, about 2 hours later hermione comes running in *
hermione: Y/N
Y/n: what
hermione: I ....draco
*draco walks in*
hermione: you fucking ass hole
draco: hermione dont
hermione: i'm telling her
draco: stop please she's all i have i love her
*love he used love what could have hppened*
hermione: he was....before i say this i'm sorry and i'm gonna sit next to you before u cry
*she sits next to me*
hermione: he was fingering pansy and kissing her y/n
draco: please let me explain
y/n: GET TF OUT NOW MALFOY
*she threw a pillow at him crying her eyes out *
draco: I love you for gods sake i love you
y/n: FUCKING LEAVE DADDYS BOY FUCKING LEAVE
*she starts throwing shit at him when he finally leaves she falls into hermiones arms crying
unable to stop ron,and harry come up when they heard screaming*
Ron and harry: what happened
y/n: FUCK HIM FUCK HIM FUCK HIM
*you say crying*
hermione: he cheated
Ron: i'm abt to fucking kill him
hermione:harry sit with her please ron come with me
*harry sits with you in his arms hermione wanted to punch malfoy for hurting me just then he walked right past my door *
draco: why is harry holding my girl-
y/n: IM NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND
*you scream while crying more and more*
hermione: you might hate me after this but whatever love you y/n
*she punches draco right in the face his nose starts bleeding dumbledore came up and tould pansy to take him to the infermery*
y/n: FUCK YOU PANSY
*i yell still crying and in pain*
dumbledore: what happened
y/n: worthless boy with daddy issues
*i could only think of hurtful things to say about him i was in pain crying i couldn't stop*
dumbledore: harry u keep comforting her imma talk to ron and hermione
harry:yes sir
*dumbledore figures out the whole story other then that the cheating was draco fingering pansy....dumbledore comes back into the room*
dumbledore: look i know it hard and Malfoy well he's a piece of work you know you can always talk to me y/n i'm here even if it's over Malfoy
*dumbledor and me where always close he was like family*
harry: when hermione leave i have to go but keep your head up okay
*everytime i tried to talk i couldnt i was crying so hard that people in dorms at the other end could hear me dumbledore tould me i can take two days out of class then i need to go back, hermione comes back in *
hermione: i'm here harry go ahead and go
harry: how's....
hermione: idc i hope his nose it broken
harry: lucky dumbledore didn't give h detention
hermione: actually he congratulated me
*harry leaves i ask hermione to lay with me i didn't wanna be alone i was still wearing dracos sweater his scent lingering everywhere hermione tried to convince me to take it off but i couldn't , the next morning i woke up in pain my eyes sore and red i woke up and remembered and broke down again*
hermione: hey y/n it's okay hey look take today cry it out and tomorrow dumbledore said i can skip class with you hopes on her way here rn tho
*hermione left for class and hope came in*
hope:dad wants to kill him for hurting you i've never seen u cry that way u were already down before that i'm sorry he had to add on
y/n: i don't wanna do it anymore kade,draco...
hope: don't think like that fuck them your worth sm more
y/n: i lost myself she's gone i don't know who this person is hope he probably did it bc i was down and didn't wanna fuck and when we did i wasn't so passionate anymore
hope: this isn't your fault
*you burst into tears *
y/n:why am i never good enough
*you scream as u let all the pain out through tears*
*the rest of the day u just cried u had hermione last with you again the next day you woke up and hermione had plans*
hermione: okay step one change out if that sweater
y/n: i can't
hermione: no buts
*u change into one of harry's hoodies he gave to you when u wouldn't change out of dracos and u put in a skirt u didn't wanna feel uncomfortable so a skirt was just free and flowing *
hermione: okay let's go now
*you walk with hermione your else still red and sore everyone could tell how hurt u are most ppl resented malfoy now bc they loved u more then they ever loved him word spread through the school fast to as you and hermione walk you see him....he looks well idk he looks emotionless he looks at you and u look away fast*

Draco pov:

i felt empty.
i watched as she walked with hermione
she wasn't in positions yesterday
she skipped today to
i saw her red sore eyes...
i did that i hurt her
she is like that because of me
the way she was yelling in pain
the way her voice sounded that night
u could hear the pain....
how was i so foolish
my love
my home
my life
was now gone just like that

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it gets better i promise it needed a twist tho
love you all