His addiction

Chapter 67

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I could feel my heart breaking and rupturing out of my chest. I walked towards but my breathing wasn't cooperating with me, I feel a hand try to pull my arm but I push it away.

"Hope wait I can explane!" I heard Draco say panicking

I ran and grabbed Floo powder that was on one of the stands by the door. Two hands full of it, I put some in my hands and turned to Draco who was running after me.

"Goodbye Draco" I said as tears ran down my face

"Cemetery at Godric's Hollow!" I yell and the floo powder drops to the floor

Before I knew it I was standing in Grodric's Hollow's Cemetery, I knew who I was going to see. When I was younger my mother brought Aiden and I here. Turns out she made a Funeral here for him, even though my father came back to life her never searched for my mother or us. He was to busy wanting to kill Harry but in the end he dead. I felt the snow enter the inside of my heals, lucky I had my  my purse and i put the Undetectable Extension Charm on it. I dig in my purse and pull out a jacket, along with some sweats. I pull the sweats under my dress and take off the dress while having the sweater on, I wasn't gonna take any chances out here alone and while it was dark. I pull out some warm fuzzy socks and a pair of slippers, I take off my heals and dress and stuff it in my purse. I walk over to my Fathers some what grave, it was empty but my mother still brought flowers to it every week. I moved the snow off over his grave, it had The name "Tom Marvolo Riddle from 12- 31-1926 to 10- 31-1981" my mother did this for my father yet he never came back for her. For us.

"Hi dad, I know you probably don't know who I am only because I'm so much older. I have your eyes, at least that's what mother always used to tell me. Everything else is her, except for the hair that's like yours. Mother used to show me her memories and always used to brag about how handsome you where. That's why I know you had blue eyes, dark drown hair, and a structured face. Da...Dad Im in pain" I began to sob as I covered my mouth

"It hurts dad, they killed her they killed our mother and your savior! And it's all my fault dad, I should have been there to save her and protect her. I'm so sorry daddy I never meant to d-Disappoint you all I want I-is to make your proud! It hurts dad! My heart and soul are crushed, I'm so tired of living like this...I want to be with mommy and with you daddy, I can't do this anymore P-PLEASE!! I want to go HOME!" I yelled as I sobbed and cried

"I w-wish m-mommy was buried next to y-you that w-way you can b-be together f-forever" I say looking to the side, there was another grave stone next to my fathers

I stand up and walk towards it but look back at my fathers

"T-The person wh-who is buried here, there name is?" I bend down and whipped the snow off the grave stone to see the name

My eyes widen and I fall back into the snow, I couldn't believe what I was seeing. The grave stone said "Penelope Knott Riddle Beloved Wife and Mother From 12-30-1926 to 11-20- 2000" my heart stopped. My mother had a funeral and I didn't know about it.

"Mom! Mommy! I am so sorry mom please forgive me!" I yelled sobbing as I hugged the grave stone

"I should have protected you! I should have stayed with you a-and been there! Mom I'm so sorry! I will never be able to forgive myself for this, I-I have so much to tell y-you! Um.. Hogwarts it's very beautiful a-and welcoming, I have lots of friends y-You Would Have loved to meet them!" I couldn't hold back anymore I broke down completely not being able to even speak

I feel down with my hands and knees to the snow, I cried and cried. I then yelled, it felt like a power struck across of everything. It did, I saw everything get hit by my loud scream almost like an explosion of magic getting struck, the trees broken, the fence bent and some all the glass that covered the fence was broken as well. I looked around as I sobbed, I did all that by screaming. Of course now I get it, that's what Madam Pumfrey was talking about this is the large spell or large source of magic. The only reason I couldn't see the explosive magic or maybe not even let the explosive magic was because of Dumbledores protection spell. It made sense now, I turned to my mothers and fathers grave stone. I stood up and went in between them.