I Love.....(COMPLETED)

4:son

"Mama!!" Hyunjin run to Sooyoung who is sitting while scrolling her social media

"Hello, baby!" Sooyoung hug Hyunjin and kiss his cheek lovely 

"How's your day?" Sooyoung asked his son 

"Not bad," Hyunjin said while smiling makes Sooyoung pinch his cheek. Those boxy smiles remind Sooyoung of the guy that she avoids

"Mama, I'm hungry" Hyunjin whined make Sooyoung smile beautifully at him

"Let's go to eat," Sooyoung said and take Hyunjin hand

Both of them walking happily to the hospital cafe because she can see that Hyunjin hungry 

Sooyoung looking at Hyunjin who is eating hungrily, sometimes she will smile and wipe his mouth 

"Eat slowly hyunjin-a," Sooyoung said still looking at Hyunjin 

"Mama, are you not hungry?" Hyunjin asked Sooyoung who is still looking at him 

"Nah, I just found my happy pills so I'm not hungry anymore," Sooyoung said Hyunjin flash his smile 

"Here" Hyunjin ready to spoonfed Sooyoung 

"I am your happy pills but I cannot treat  you like you treat the patients," Hyunjin said make Sooyoung eat the food 

"Mama, one more, and then we finish our food," Hyunjin said and smile. One more thing that Hyunjin always remind her about Taehyung

His sweet gestures. Sooyoung is not the type of girl who can do lovey-dovey things, So, Taehyung always be  the first to start the sweet gestures 

'I forgot that at the end of the day you are still his son'

The only fact that she cannot change is Hyunjin still Taehyung's son and she now that Taehyung never wants Hyunjin to be his son 

What a poor kid, even before he was born, his father hates him so much, even without looking at his face he being rejected. But, he grows up being a good kid with a good attitude 

Taehyung looks at the Sooyoung and the kid. Come on, he knows that the boy is his son. He even asked Yerin about that kid 

Taehyung take a deep breath and walk to Sooyoung table 

He can hear Sooyoung and the boy keep on a chuckle and giggle, what beautiful scenery and voice but he lost it 

He loses is because of the stupid dare

He loses it because of his ego 

He loses the most important person in his life because of his fault 

"Hello," Taehyung said and look at Sooyoung and can he said his son that he rejected before he was born 

Sooyoung chuckle faded and Hyunjin bow at him and flash a boxy smile. Gosh, did TAehyung just see a small version of him? He looks 70% just like him and the other 30% is Sooyoung look. Gosh, What the perfect creature.

"Ohh hello Dr, Do you need to talk to Dr.Joy?" Hyunjin asked politely. Ok, Taehyung can say that come from Sooyoung. That woman is full of attitude 

"No baby, I finished my job already. Let's go," Sooyoung said and ready to leave it 

"What is your name?" Taehyung asked Hyunjin, his eyes only looked at him 

"My name is Hyunjin dr, Park Hyunjin" Hyunjin intro himself 

'Park Hyunjin' 

That name keeps on repeating on his head. Park Hyunjin, well of course Sooyoung will use her family name instead of him. He does not even deserve it 

"Hyunjin-a can I hug you?" Taehyung said while kneeling in front of Hyunjin

Hyunjin smile brightly and nodded before his small arms wrapped around Taehyung neck and hug him 

Taehyung feels a wrong feeling. He feels calm when that boy hugs him.

'My son' 

10 years is not a short time. He is growing up now, 10 years he never thought to find this boy and try to at least hold him when he is still a baby

Slowly Taehyung wrapped his arms around that small body. Sooyoung cannot believe what she saw. Her son is hugging his father, and it makes her scared

First, she scared that Taehyung will take him

Second, she is scared she will fall in love again...

"Hyunjin-a let's go home now," Sooyoung said make Hyunjin slowly lose the hug and look at Taehyung. Those dark grey eyes are from Sooyoung. Even look at Hyunin eyes make Taehyung feel calm until he did not realize his tears escaped from his eyes 

"Why are you crying?" Hyunjin said and wiped Taehyung a single tear 

"No, I just miss someone and you remind me of her" Taehyung said make Hyunjin nodded 

"Hyunjin" Sooyoung look at Hyunjin again make the kid nodded 

"See you again dr" Hyunjin bow slightly and ready to leave before Taehyung hold his small arm 

"Can we meet again after this?" Taehyung asked. His hazel eyes look straight to Hyunjin dark grey orbs 

"Of course," Hyunjin said and flash his boxy smile before he leaves with her mother 

Taehyung walks to the park near the hospital until he can feel his leg cannot walk anymore. He sits at the nearest bench and put his hand on the left chest. Why he feel like he lost everything 

Why he felt like the view when Sooyoung and hyunjin leave him is the worst view?

Why he felt so hard to breath when Hyunjin smile?

and Why he so stupid to leave them....

Now, he is crying hardly, he even sobbing right now. He never cry like this before but a view like that success make him sobbing 

If you asked what Sooyoung feeling that time, Of course she feel heartwarming when she saw Hyunjin is hugging with his father but...when she remembered how Taehyung rejected her when she is pregnant and kneeling in front of him. He feel Taehyung don't deserve Hyunjin 

If she can, She will bring Hyunjin far from him

and Hyunjin, he feel that the dr. has familiar face and he doesn't remember when he meet or look at him 

To Be Continue....