I want to die

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I'm going to start teen IOP soon. So I don't go off and kill myself. It's that or be hospitalised. Which I can't do. I'm trying out for the musical in two days. Gotta stay alive for that. But anywaters, I found out that I suffer from severe depression. This has caused me to have both depression and anxiety (major social anxiety included). My world is crumbling around me and I can do nothing but just watch. I'm helpless and hopeless. I want to die. I want to kill myself. But I can't. I'm alive for Clark... But how much time do we have left...?

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