I'm going to start teen IOP soon. So I don't go off and kill myself. It's that or be hospitalised. Which I can't do. I'm trying out for the musical in two days. Gotta stay alive for that. But anywaters, I found out that I suffer from severe depression. This has caused me to have both depression and anxiety (major social anxiety included). My world is crumbling around me and I can do nothing but just watch. I'm helpless and hopeless. I want to die. I want to kill myself. But I can't. I'm alive for Clark... But how much time do we have left...?
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RandomPretty much a look into my life. I'll add every now and then. I'll recall memories and add stories of my day. Shirt chapters. Mostly just jotted down notes. But yah. Welcome to my world.