There was a guy for the sake of the story lets call him max. Max had a girlfriend who he loved dearly we will call her n for the sake of simplicity. Max loved n with all of his heart and made it very appearant to her, he always told her he did hoping she would smile, you see max and n both got depressed easily about things and max over reacts a lot but no matter what n is always able to make him smile because of how much she means to him, when he talks to her he just lights up, he smiles, his eyes widen, his heart races. Things were going great and max's depression didnt affect him as much but he still kept having doubts not about whether she loved him it was very appearant that she did which he liked. But his doubts were elsewhere his doubts were for the fact she didnt tell her friends, she told him she was scared to
He understood and told her it was ok but he kept having bad thoughts when his depression came about he would think things such as her not being proud to have him and thats why she didnt tell her friends and it killed him thinking that and he wanted to think it wasnt true but it was always in the back of his mind. She also liked a popular band and although it may seem out of the realm of possibility hr was scared about that as well, he was worried that even the thought of leaving him if one of the members presented the opportunity and he hated it... What if it did happen? He would be devistated..
