𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐂𝐥𝐮𝐛 ✦ 𝐖𝐨𝐥𝐟𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝

Boris Loves Dad

Translations at the bottom
Boris lived in Las Vegas from a young age okay. Okay

[ Y/n ]

Finally, I get to see Boris again. I haven't seen my boyfriend in two years.  He says he won't move anymore from Las Vegas which is good because my family is permanently moving back too. We liked to FaceTime and we texted a lot but recently he'd been kind of distant. I knocked on his door and it took a minute but was eventually opened. "Boris..." I grabbed him in a hug and laughed a little he hugged me, patting my back.

"I missed you!" I exclaimed. He hummed and let me go. I studied him for a moment. He looked more than depressed. "You okay?" I asked. He nodded and turned away from me. "Is Guppy still here?" I asked. "No. He died long time ago..." Boris answered. "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked. He stopped and turned to me.

"Why would you care?"

I was hurt by this sentence. I know he was upset I moved but so was I. I didn't have a say in that. I kept in touch with him. He ghosted me if any ghosting was happening. "Are we still together?" I asked. He was really making it seem like we weren't.  "Why wouldn't we be? I didn't break up with you. You didn't break up with me."

"Boris what is-"

He lit a cigarette and sat on his bed. "So you smoke now?" He looked up at me and sighed. "Yes. I do."

"Boris what is going on?! I visited you last summer and you were fine! You were happy and now you look like fucking death! And you smoke?! Seriously?"

"YEAH AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT ELSE? I DO DRUGS TOO! ALL KINDS OF DRUGS. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE LIFE GOT SHITTY. LIFE GOT REALLY FUCKING SHITTY. YOU HAVE LOVING FAMILY. YOU WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND Y/N. AND I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD EVERY TIME. I TRY AND TRY AND TRY TO MAKE HIM LOVE ME. I FUCKING DO EVERYTHING HE WANTS AND LISTEN TO HIM ALWAYS BUT HE STILL FUCKING HATES ME. AND HE DOESN'T JUST NEGLECT ME ANYMORE. HE HITS ME TOO. LOOK."

Boris held up his shirt and revealed his bruised ribs.

"HE KICKED THE SHIT OUT OF ME BECAUSE I SAID I LOVE YOU. I SAID I LOVE YOU TO MY OWN FATHER AND HE BEAT ME FOR IT."

I stared at him, trying not to cry. Why am I about to cry? Because he's so broken? Because he's yelling at me? Because my Boris was long gone? Because I loved him so much and this was his life?

I'm not sure.

"I'm not happy anymore. I can't do this anymore Y/n. The only way I feel good is when I'm high. You have to understand. I'm so fucking numb Y/n."

I looked down and started to cry. "I'm so sorry." I whispered. "For what?" He asked. "Boris... You don't deserve this! You're such a good person! You shouldn't have to resort to drugs! You shouldn't have a father that beats you! You shouldn't feel that way. I swear I would take it all for you in an instant if I could because the kid I knew didn't deserve this. And the guy standing in front of me still doesn't deserve it."

[ Narrator ]

Boris sucked in a breath and held it. What did she mean? Was she messing with him? She had to be. No one could love him. He deserved this life. He's a bad person who no one should ever love.