First time mother I step harder than most, I love my sonshine dearly I created and carried 9 months out of the year, a fear year 2020. I sacrifice a lot so my baby be needless. I was 22 he was 23 love live in us to create a 9 months of beauty, never will I second guess what I place here, only love and patience I store mentally within guide a new soul along the way. As a mother I suppose to be super to the hero and when I fall short i still have to pick my own pieces as they crumble never will I second guess, but shit gets hard & hit the fan a few times. Many days can be hassle, many day can be a breezy, my unconditional love for you will always flow thru it all. Mother needs care too no complaints, I just do what need to be done but when do we install a break ? no clue. I'm new very much new . frustration, I try to block but I am human too. Depression been trying it enter or maybe the side effect to stop create many more. The body of a gentle women go so unnoticed & very misunderstood to the most knowledgeable. We go thru so much, as women not only a women but a mother time never stops you just continue no matter if it's tears running down your face you still have to appear as undefeated and half of what we do go unnoticed or unappreciated but as a women & mother we continue. Two parents yes but mom always fall thru on every level dad gets freedom as he carry many more seamen. Women never get a slap on the wrist she make time for it all because she have to save the day not many acknowledge the well being not only body health but mental health we push to the side to keep going because the innocent needs teaching so pure very pure but it's only up to us to keep it pure. Mental health as a mother , matters, you have to put into what took 9 months to create nothing but unconditional love, acceptance/self acceptance , valuable lesson but it all start with parents healing to better the teaching & wisen the youth but also yourself. Mother are important, we get tired too it's hard some day but giving up wasn't never that key. Nurturing and patience I had pick up hand in hand . Challenging? Yes. Defeated? No. Why? I'm a MOTHER . A STONG MOTHER .
