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chapter 5

I was finally so happy

'Y/N..' Sarah said while i was still in her arms and she looked at me

'Yes Sarah?' I replied to her and I pulled away so that I could look at her

'You don't have to do this if you don't want to.. I don't want to make you think that this is the only reason why I want to keep contact with you' She said and she was looking down with crystallised eyes. I grabbed her chin with my finger and lifted it up

'Sweetheart.. I want to be with you like this. I don't feel like I have to, I want to! And I think I really like you. Even more than I did before' I was so sad that Sarah was feeling this way..  I couldn't stand seeing her beautiful smile turn into a frown

'Want to watch a movie?' She wiped her tears away with the back of her hand and she gave me a weak smile

'Of course! I'll order us some pizza' Sarah nodded and I grabbed my phone to make the order

We put on The Notebook and we were both crying. I turned my head to the side and looked at Sarah, thinking to myself how lucky I was. I felt so happy that exact moment and a small giggle came out of my mouth.

'Stooop why are you laughing?' She asked me and she pulled me closer kissing the top of my head

'You are just incredibly cute miss Paulson.. That's all'

'Shut up I am too old to look cute' She was so serious. She turned her head facing the TV and knowing that Sarah felt like this for herself made my heart break

'Don't even think about this again. Remember what you told me before? You shouldn't feel this way about yourself. You're beautiful and who gives a shit about their age?' I said and I kissed her

'You're so sweet' she replied interrupting our kiss and then she started kissing me again putting her hands all over my body 'I'm sorry..' she said apologetically

'It's okay. Don't be silly' Sarah nodded politely resting her head on my shoulder and I kissed it

'Just let me know when you feel ready. I don't want you to feel pressured at all'

'Of course. Don't worry about it' I replied to her and we just sat there cuddling until we fell asleep

8.00pm ( Sarah's POV)

I opened my eyes and I noticed that I was sat in the exact same place where I had fallen asleep in the first place too. Y/N too. The TV was still on, and another movie was now playing

'Y/N wake up we fell asleep' I said with a sleepy voice but she didn't even bother to open her eyes and just mumbled something that I didn't even understand. She seemed so vulnerable

'Can't we sit like this forever? I don't want to get uppp' She said and hugged me tighter. God I love her so much

'Y/N don't do this, come on get up. We slept for so many hours and I'm starving'

'Sarah, you are always starving, can't you wait a liiitle bit more?' She said and looked at me with puppy eyes

'Okay first of, I'm not starving aaall the time I mean- I sleep too... And second of all, get up I want to take you somewhere!' I said and Y/N got up so fast and looked at me with wide opened eyes