𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙-𝙃𝙋 (DISCONTINUED)

5

You wake up in your bed not remembering much from last night. You were feeling a bit ill but you didn't really care. You put on your uniform and walk to the dinning hall. You walk in to see not many people their. The hufflepuff table had a few first years on it but the slytherin and ravenclaw table were completely empty. You look over at the Gryffindor table to see some second years and Lily. You did notice she was sitting with Tonks but you didn't care whats so ever. You walked up to Lily and said good morning. "Hey, Y/N! How are you feeling?" Lily asks. "I'm okay feel a bit under the weather though." Lily tells Tonks to pass her a cup of tea. "So how are you and Remu- oh thanks Tonks." Lily says. She hands you a cup of mint tea that is supposed to make you feel better.

You take a sip as Sirius calls your name, you turn and look at him. All of a sudden you felt in love. "Hey Sirius you look hot." You say. "Um, thanks?" Sirius says confused. You move onto Sirius lap sitting on him in a not so sibling way. Remus looks at Sirius super pissed. "What!? I didn't ask her to sit on my lap." Sirius says trying to defend himself. You stare into his eyes and kiss him. He instantly pushes you off "What are you doing?". 

You giggle and play with his hair. You were extremely attractive and Sirius knew that, he just wanted to like you as a brother. But with acting like this all of a sudden Sirius was starting to thinks differently about you. James and Lily were sitting there completely dumbfounded. You had just kissed the boy that calls you a sister right in front of your boyfriend. You were still on his lap and could feel him hardening up down there. "Ooo, looks like I made someone hard." You say giggling. 

Sirius turns red looking at Remus who looked like he was about to kill someone. Sirius gets up and pulls you out of you seat. "What's your problem huh? Did someone do something to you?" Sirius asks. You were acting like you were drunk with you dragging your words and your eyes were now a light pink. Sirius catches on to that your were under a love potion. He gives you a kiss on the neck which would cause the potion to wear off.

"S-Sirius? What happened?" You ask. You didn't remember anything, the last thing you remembered was taking a sip of the tea Tonks made. Everything clicked, she had put a potion in your tea, you weren't sure which one though. You knew she had a crush on Remus and figured she was trying to break you two up. You look back at Sirius then accidentally looked down seeing that he was hard. "Um Siri you might wanna cover that up." You say pointing down. "Who gave you that anyway?" you add on laughing. "Um, Y/N you did... your were under a love potion and I guess I was the first person you saw." Sirius says.

"Well I didn't do anything bad, did I?" you ask. "Well you kinda did, you sat on my lap then you sorta kissed me, right in front of Remus" Sirius says. You felt like you were gonna throw up. Sirius was a brother to you and to think about kissing him made you wanna puke. You were still quite worried about Remus though. You walked back into the dinning hall with Sirius. The first thing you was Remus making out with Tonks. You stopped dead in your tracks standing there trying not to cry. Tonks notices you and smirks before kissing Remus once again.

You run to your dorm with tears pouring down your cheek. You walk in and slam the door, you had so many emotions going on at the same time. You started to hyperventilate and have a panic attack. You grab one of Remus' sweatshirts and but it on because his smell was the only thing that made you calm down. You lay down and start to clam your breathing down. But then the thought of him caused you to cry again. Your breathing started to become dangerously fast until you passed out on the floor.

Sirius Pov

Y/N had ran away crying but I didn't know if should of chased after her. I decided to let her go and I wanted to confront Remus instead. "Moony, what the hell was that?" I yell. "What does it look like? I was making out with a girl duh." Remus says rolling his eyes. "But Moony aren't you dating Y/N?" James asks. Remus looked back at Tonks then pulled her in for another kiss. I didn't feel like fighting anyone so I left to go find Y/N. I walked into the common room then walked up stair to her dorm. I knocked on her dorm but I got no answer. "Y/N it's Sirius." I say. I still got no answer. I knocked one more time then decided to open the door.

I pushed the door open to see Y/N out could on the floor with dried tears on her face.