One day (Kuroo x fem¡reader x slight Kenma )

10.𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 ⚠︎︎

⚠︎︎: trigger warning
*suicide

Y/n pov

When I was running back home I saw michi, Kuroo, and even Kenma running towards my direction. I ran behind a dumpster so they wouldn't see me. When I saw they left I kept running towards my apartment.

20 minutes later

I was now in front of my sink with a bottle of pills in my hand. Well this is it. Here is my ending. I had my letter done and written. My apartment was clean and my necklace I was given a few days before my dads death was on my coffee table. I couldn't wait any longer.

"I love you Kuroo...never forget me.." I say to myself as I swallow all the pills in the bottle. At first I felt fine but 2 minutes later I started feeling really hot and nauseous. Next thing I know I'm in the bathtub running the cold water. This was painful. I didn't want to leave anymore. I want to forgive kuroo and move on.

"Please god...help me" I say softly as I see the water Turning red. I looked down at my area and saw that I was bleeding.

"No no no no this wasn't supposed to happen...HELP...I'm so sorry little baby.." I cry to myself as I feel myself fading away.

"I don't want to go yet...but I guess this is all there is.." I say to myself as my eyes shut closed and take my last breaths.

Kuroo pov

When we were running to her door we hear a faint yell asking for help. It was y/n.

"OPEN THE DOOR!!" I say to michi as she tries to open the door but it was locked. We starting pounding the door hoping she would open it.

"MOVE!!" I yell michi and Kenma as I back up and run to the door trying to break it down. After a couple tries we finally broke in.

I opened the door to what was her bathroom and saw something I wish I could un see. It was my love. Covered in throw up and her clothes were stained in red and the bath was filled with blood.

"y/n..." i hear Kenma say behind me as he sees what I just saw.

"Y/N!!" Michi yells as she breaks through me and Kenma. "Y/N...n/n what did you do yourself..." michi cries out loud as she gets in the bath trying to wake you up.

"Y/n.." i say as i run up to her outside the bath as I move the wet hair out her face. "Baby please wake up, baby please...I'm so sorry..." I cry as I kiss y/n's face.

"I'll call the police!!" Kenma says as he grabs his phone and looks for an address.

3rd person

"y/n....baby...please wake up...If you wake up I'll marry you...I'll marry you tomorrow...I'll love you tomorrow and forever...just please...don't give up" Kuroo says to his now dead lover.

1 week later

After y/n died. Her mother and siblings came back to Japan but Kuroo yelled at them and told them to leave because they were never here for her.

During her funeral, Kuroo explained his love for her during his speech. " I'll always love her..I'll never....I'll never stop" Kuroo says trying not to cry.

Her mother was heartbroken over her daughters death. She knew it was partly her fault, when her daughter needed her the most she fled and never came back.

Her sister yuriza took it harder than any one else in the family. Yuriza and y/n were inseparable as kids. Even when she left to school in Spain she always kept contact with y/n and the last time they spoke yuriza yelled at y/n.

Her brother Keitaro was fucked...he always wished death on y/n because he was envious of her but now all he wants is to hear her voice one more time.

Kenma never admitted to still loving her...michi knew Kenma still felt something for y/n but she still got with him. He drowned himself in video games and played at the arcade y/n and him met at and played their favorite game 24/7 regardless of how many people were in the arcade.

Michi blamed herself for not being a good enough cousin. That's all. She drowned herself in school work and softball practice. At her graduation speech she dedicated it to y/n.

Y/n's death affected Kuroo so much. He blamed himself everyday but eventually he started to get better. When a girl tries to talk to him he would always say, "sorry I have a girlfriend" even if y/n Is gone.

Kuroo had the letter y/n left for him. He never opened it. He decided to open it the day he would start to move on. It's almost like he thinks he'll move on eventually.

"I'm sorry y/n" Kuroo says to himself at y/n's beautiful grave. Kuroo cleaned it every week.
He placed his ramen down at the grave and started eating next to it. "we ate this once...remember" he said on the verge of tears.

"We could have done it again y/n...we will do it again one day...I'll see you up there one day y/n"

One day..