Invincible fifth harmony Lauren/you

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"Lauren" I say with a small sad tone and I swallow a lump that is forming in my throat "look I'm sorry" I start as I take a step closer to her "I don't remember what happened until the girls told me and I feel really awful about it" I speak as I rub my arm in shame as I then try to take another step closer to her and I see her ring glow as I then see a green shield stopped me from getting closer making me look at her and sign looking down

"I know it's not an excuse and I'm not trying to make one up... I'm sorry that I told you to piss off" I say as I look up at her again but sit down and lean again the green shield as I speak "and I'm so sorry that I pushed you, I wouldn't do anything to hurt you intentionally" I say as I lean my head against the shield as well "you was only trying to help and I blow up at you, I don't blame you for having this shield up... If it makes you feel safer then... So be it" I say looking at my hands feeling nothing but regret and guilt inside of me

But I continue "I just want you to know I'm sorry for what I did, I really am... I lost control of my temper and I admit that... But I shouldn't of taken it out on you... You don't deserve that" I say truthfully as I take a breath and brush my hair back with my left hand before licking my lips as I continue

"You've done nothing but love and support me, you've also comforted me when I needed it and let me lean on your shoulder when I had no other" I say as I look up at the sky and close my eyes and bite my bottom lip as I tear rolls down my eye

"I understand that you're mad and upset with me and the way I acted towards you... I am too... And I'm sorry, I shouldn't of done that" I say looking down at the floor "I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am that I hurt you... And I am so fucking sorry Laur..." I say as I put my hands through my hair in madness at myself as I feel a tear drop from my eyes into the ground making me lean off of the shield as I hug my own legs

"I hope you can forgive me for the way I treated you... I promise to work on my temper issues" I add but then I stay silent for a few seconds "I really am sorry for being a dick towards you Laur..." I say as I let go of my legs and go to lean back on the shield but then soon quickly realize that it is no longer there as I fall backwards into something that is soft and warm and it then embraces me and it takes me a while to respond but I do as I wrap my arms around hers loving the warmth of her body radiate off of her and onto me

I then turn my head to my left a little and look up as I see her hair dangle down from her shoulder as I feel her arms wrap a little tighter around me and I see her looking down at me and I see her with her mask still on but I can still see her eyes and they are glossy from tears I guess I made her cry... I frown in sadness as I am the one who coursed them

"It's okay, I forgive you but... You have to keep your promise" she says as she looks into my eyes and I nod "I will" I say with a small tone still feeling bad that I hurt her so I turn in her hold and she watches me as I do and sit on her lap as she is already sat down on the grass and I wrap my legs around her waist securely and put my arms around her neck and pull her into a very much needed hug pressing my front against her front and she snakes her arms around my waist and places her face in the crook of my neck

She hugs me back with the same force I used as I am afraid that I might lose her again if I let go and I feel tears slip out of my eyes as I close them and nuzzle my face into the crook of her neck taking in her sweet scent

"I'm sorry" I mumble into her shoulder as I feel her pull back a little so I pull back as well letting my arms fall to her sides and look at her and she looks back at me directly in my eyes and gives me a small soft smile witch I return and I then look away from her and down at the ground

"Are w-we okay?" I ask shyly as I am a little scared that she will give me an answer I don't ever want to hear but I feel her lift her hand and place it under my chin lifting my head making me look into her super green eyes that I love

She then smiles wider that her last smile and her hand moves to the back of my neck and she pulls me closer to her as she leans in a presses her lips against mine kissing me so I kiss her back putting my emotions into the kiss as I really want her to feel that I am truly sorry for hurting her

I grip her waist firmly as I put my feelings into the kiss and this makes her grip a fist full for my hair and her other hand goes to my thigh and squeezes it softly letting me know that she could feel how I felt at this time and moment