'Quiet but still a gangsta' ~ Grandson/King Von

9

Recap...

HoodBaii_.Dasha Requested to join your live

I then added her and she then joined and had it facing up to the ceiling she then said 'Ugly ass bitch, that's why yo momma don't like you, and ya music ass-' I cut her off by laughin, I then said looking at the phone 'You got sum pressure on ya chest or sum'

La'Niyah's POV

'Girl stfu you big headed bitch' Dasha said thinkin she was hurting somebody feelings, Who's? I don't fucking know, cause I don't give a damn. 'Now you can't hear? You a scary ass bitch' She said cause I was just messing with my nails, 'Say you bleed just like I do fuck I gotta be scared fa?' I said nonchalantly

'Girl stfu cause I will beat yo ass' She said causing me to laugh, 'Bitch suck my dick y'all ani't even fuckin widd me forreal' I said really not giving a fuck what she was talkin about, 'That's why yo brother dead' she mumbled, but I heard her clearly

Now see I don't really talk about my brother because It's a very sensitive spot for me, he was everything to me before he died, I remember the day like it was yesterday

Flashback

'Man I get hella females, fuck you talkin bout' Zahmir said laughing pushing me lightly as we was walking from the corner store to our house, 'Big bruh I will take yo females' I said mushing his head, 'Girl don't nobody want you' He said laughing shaking his head, 'Stop the cap' Causing both of us to bust out laughing

'I can't wait to get my own shiid, I'm be havin bitches walkin in dere naked' He said smiling hard as hell, 'And for me to think I was going to ask if I could move in with you' I said shaking my head, 'Nah but forreal, Are you really taking this rapping shiid serious, like you still think about doing it?' He asked looking over at me as I ate some M&Ms 

 'Yeah I just feel like I'm not going to get nowhere with it tho' I said looking straight ahead, he then shook his head and said 'You can't just be doubtin yoself like that, Always gotta have a positive mind' I the nodded and smiled 'Zahmir I feel like you really the only person here for me with this rappin shiid like you really the only one support me and I love you for that' I said looking over at him

'Don't go soft on me now, but I love yo big headed ass to' He said mushing my head

Just as I was beginning to throw away my M&M box gunshot noises rang through my ears, and I felt a bullet go through my stomach and my shoulder, I try to keep myself up but I fell and I then hear 'N-niyah' and I look over and seen Zahmir laying there with blood gushing out of his mouth and him holding his stomach but he was just bleeding out I then took off my jacket not caring about me being shot

I tried to put as much pressure as I can to stop the bleeding with my jacket, 'HELP! SOMEBODY HELP!' I yelled as I felt myself getting weak, but I still keep trying to put pressure, 'Z-zahmir' I stuttered out as I watch his each blink get slower, He then moved his eyes to me, 'I-i Love y-you Okay, Stay with me' I said feeling my vision blur, 'I-i L-love Y-you T-too' He struggled to say before slowly closing his eyes

'HELP!' I tried to yell and get up at the same time, Only to fall back down and I looked back over at Zahmir as he just laid there with his eyes closed 'Please just help us!' I tried to yell again but it came out as a whisper, and before I knew it everything went black

Flashback Over

And ever since that day I've changed physically and mentally I was never the same after that day, I wish I could've died instead of my brother, or at least I should've died with him so he won't be alone, I still have wounds when I got shot that day, I get a flashbacks every time my fingers run across them

Snapping back into reality, I then said 'On soul you got me fucked up' I had tears in my eyes that I wasn't finna slip, I just ended my live. I'm killing that bitch, She shouldn't have said what she said.

I then get up and quickly head up to my room not wanting to talk to anyone, I then get in my bed and curdled up under my blankets and stared at the walls and a few tears fell, next thing I know I was drifting asleep with my brother still on my mind

Thoughts

La'Niyah-

Dayvon-

Durk-

Za'Miyah-

Zahmir-

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Author Speaking;
     So Yeah I was cryin, But it's okay cause I'm still 
a bad bitch but Hey My loves,
Say it back don't make me cry again🥺