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Twiggy's POV:

Brian kissed me. His lips are sweet as sugar I would kiss him for hours . I wanna his arms around me holding me tight I wanna feel his breath on my neck I want him. Slowly I pushed myself closer to his body wrapping my arms around his waist. My fingers ran down his back while I kiss his lips passionately. "stop!" he yelled , throwing me down off him . My eyes widened in shock and my cheeks turned red. Fuck! I'm so stupid , it makes him uncomfortable ... I crawled to the end of the bed to hide my face into pillow embarrased. Im never gonna look into his eyes again it's so awkward.

"Sorry" he laid next to me, trying to look at me but he failed. I buried my face deeper into pillow hoping he doesn't hear my sobs . I felt his fingers tangled into my hair and I shudder at his touch. MY sobs became louder and he hugged me. It doesn't work because that makes me cry more sensitive.

"psst it's not your fault" he reassured me. Seriously it doesn't work I know he hates me " l-leave me alone" I pushed his hands off me, crying like a little kid.

" Jeordie I ... I" he stuttered , trying to say something . I looked up at him curiously as I heard tone of his voice.

" you what?" I wiped my tears smearing eyeliner around my face. Shit I'm such a mess . Jeordie stop thinking about bullshit ! I cleaned my mind and repeat question. He didn't respond just lowered his head and hair covered his face. God , that must be really terrible , maybe he doesn't love me. I've put my hand under his chin lifting his head up gently. Our eyes locked together and tear fell down his cheek. What the fuck is going on ? "Brian... " I was cutted off .He pressed his angelic lips against mine. I kissed back. His lips taste good I opened my mouth and flicked my tongue over his lips, he followed my lead and opened his mouth, welcoming me. I kissed him until I felt tears streaming down his cheek. I pulled away, giving him "tell me what's going on" look. Then he looked away and mumbled something. "What?" I forced him to look at me.

" I-I was raped"

SORRY FOR MISTAKES AND SHORT CHAPTER I'M REALLY TIRED ... thanks for reading ILY