Rain. [Yoonmin, an english OS]

Rain drops.

Some years ago, I used to sit on the floor, watching the window.

Seing the rain drops and all.

To feel something.

But the emptyness of my eyes make that scene so bland.

I was feeling empty, being alone, like this.

But.

I thought that being lonely is the best thing.

Than being badly accompanied.

I thought that.

In the past.

Because, right now.

It's different.

I meet him.

I meet him, with his big eyes and his bright smile.

His little nose and his soft hair.

Orange.

Like the leafs of the trees on autumn days.

Wish reminds me of the gentle wind of this season.

And it was the first time that i was feeling good with someone.

After a time, I started to know him.

This little boy.

This angel.

Who is trapped in this beautiful body.

Was lost.

In his life,

In his feelings.

He was lost.

But.

He keept smiling like the beautiful creature he is.

While I was empty.

But this smile made me want to live.

And I finally understand.

Why when we meet each other for the first time.

The first thing that come to my mind was:

It's you.

I was lost.

But I finally know.

Because I started to see colors when i saw him.

I started to feel something on my frozen heart.

I started to listen to my heartbeat ms when he take my hand on his.

Because it's him

It's You.

That make me feel alive.

My beloved one.

And this beloved one,

This little soft boy,

He is in my arm right now.

Sleeping.

With a smile on his face.

His breath make a relaxing song to my ears.

Making my heart beat pleasantly fast.

While I am watching the rain dropping.

On the window of the hospital.

Feeling good.

Feeling great.

Being finally confident.

Listening to the beautiful sound of the water.

Drop by drop.

I love the rain more.

Then I see him.

Sleeping softly.

Him.

This Boy.

And nothing else.

-You saved me, Jimin.

I smile, thinking that this man make me wanna live longer than I thought.

-I love you.

Then I close my eyes.

To be with him even in his dream.

And my smile widens.

Because i know that i will never feel lonely again.