Broken

The abused

Amanda I heard my name begin called I shivered in fear of getting hit

Yes dad

You getting bad grades at school

Yes

Why the hell are you

I'm trying my bed

Not the best in my eye he slapped me across the face

Do the dishes

Yes sir

I did the dishes trying not to burst into tears to look weak

I'm done

Good

I went to my room and locked my door I burst into tears. I sat on my bed and digged for my razor. I put the metal razor to my skin as I cut to my a line my body went numb.

Amanda open this door

I opened the door

What did I tell about locking the door

Not to lock it open door policy

Yeah idiot

Come downstairs

I'm fine I need a break from you

Excuse me

Nothing

I went to the living room

What do I do

Nothing

Can I go outside

No you know I'm not letting you out

I put my hand in handcuffs and he handcuffs me to the couch

Dad what you doing

I'm trapping you here

Why

I don't want you to leave my house because we're having sex tonight

I'm your daughter

I know Fucking idiot shut the hell up get ready

I'm hungry

Hungry shut up please

Hello I'm not prisoner

You are for me but you need seriously shut the fuck up

I was managing to get my phone and dial my mom number

No phone

Are seriously going to call your mom

Yes because I'm scared of your

You scared I'm just daddy who wants pleasure

I'm your daughter who was faithful didn't leave you when mom packed for the way you treat her and doing the exact same thing you did to her

I know

Why did you want to run me out of your life dad I thought I was a reasonable person but not your mind

Amanda do you thing I fucking care how you feel or anything about your feelings

That's why you can't get a girlfriend because you insanity of person who handcuffs them to couch you get pleasure what sick monster can you be because right you going to be alone for the rest of your life

He slammed my head against the concrete and big gashed appeared I was bleeding a lot

Really dad

This what you ask for

My then forced to do dirty things that I didn't want to do and then I peed my pants

You stupid baby girl peed yourself

Maybe because I'm changed to something I can't go to the bathroom

Shut the fuck up you little shit good night

My dad left for month and I was chained to the couch for a month no food water I soiled my pants. I developed an eating disorder where I ate my shit and then would throw it up my body was weaken

I knocked on the window no one heard me

My dad came home and released me I went into the bathroom and threw up

Why the baby sick

No I had to eat my own shit because you dumb ass chained me to the couch

Funny huh

I'm done with your dumbass don't touch me

I went outside and it was block party

He held my hand pushing my hand down leaving a bruised wrist

Dad let go of me I screamed

I'm not letting you go then my dad fucking kiss me on the lips no weird at all I'm scared I need to get out of this house before he kills me or I kill my self

My neighbor saw us arguing I had tears streaming down my face

My dad punched me in the face half my face swollen

I walked over and sat behind one of the male neighbors because I knew he would not hurt me

He pulled me In front of him and threw me on the concrete and he sat on my face with the sharp rocks leaving indent

Hey get off of her now

No she deserves this

No she doesn't

The neighbors took him off of me

I had blood running down my face

What the hell wrong with you

She my daughter

You don't physically hurt her

I can do what I want

Dad you been abusing me in that house for years. You chained me against the couch I had to eat my own shit so don't play the fucking innocent game just admit what you did wrong

You one sick person

So whatever

Whatever

Amanda come over here sit here

I just broke down crying even harder

You okay just breathe

My dad tackled me you coming with me bitch

He brought me to the basement and he locked in there a month

The basement was covers in my own waste and I was underweight. I would cut myself multiple times a day I felt so miserable about myself