Forgetting who i really am

winter

People run when I walk by. Why? Ukrane said its because they don't know me. Belaurus said its because I'm ment to marry her. I know why. They are scared of me. They say if I get mad I'll kill them. Why? I'm not sure. A week ago I said hi to Italy and he cried. I've stayed in my room for a while. Most of the countries came to say hi. I've staked under my blankets. "Why!?" I cry over and over again. I've been crying myself to sleep most days. I have no appetite at all. Hungry came in. She slowly pats my head. "Hi" she said. "H-h-h-hi" I said. "Russia, brought you goulash." She said. "Thanks" I said. I ate it. I smiled." You smiled,its been weeks since you've smiled" she said. I got up and looked out the window. "Its so dark!" I said. Then, I went crazy. The evil part of my brain kicked on."Run!" I said. Hungry ran out the door. Later, I woke up in the mittle of the town. I cried. A dozen dead bodys everywhere. Pools of blood. Oh god. I murdered. The only one who loved me now was myself.