The next day went perfectly, right?
Don't you think so, Pet..?
"You're smarter than mee!"
"How am I smarterr?"
"You just are, you're better at everything!"
"NOW NOW, no need to lie."
"Shush, baka."
Well, these is just one of the examples, isn't it?
We used to call each other attractive, cute...
All of the good stuff, correct?
"You're really goooood at osu!"
"Stop being sarcastic!"
"Pft... If you pass that I'll marry you."
We also played games together, didn't we?
You were good at it, and you'd make fun of me.
At least, it seemed like that, but you helped me improve, even so.
It was... really fun.
That night, you also asked me to hear my voice.
Firstly, I didn't want to do it, since I'm really shy, and since I, for some reason cared about you a lot, even then, I was scared of your opinion about it.
"Come onnn, just say hi!"
"I'm so nervous though, my voice sounds really bad!"
"Please...?"
I could fall at your sweet words any time.
"Fine!"
I talked.
Well...
I said hi...
"Woah, you sound cuter than I thought you would."
You made me a blushing mess.
Cute..?
Where'd you even get that from...
"Wait, can you call me once again? I want to show you my voice too."
"Sure..."
You said hi...
Your voice is so...attractive..
I squeaked like a fan girl at your voice.
Okay, you said you have a deep voice.. but... this perfect?
You could tell me to shut up and I'd still be blushing at your voice.
Why, earlier, you showed me your scar...
And...
You showed me your eyes.
They were the most beautiful eyes I ever saw.
Green and blue, in one.
No, you didn't have heterochromia, but your eyes were so clear, so beautiful..
Like a sea.. There's a bit of green.
You also showed me what you look like.
Your whole face.
You really do look like an angel, and yet, you still deny it.
You're really cute.
Even maybe... perfect?
Your personality, your everything....
The perfect human being was talking to me...
Maybe you weren't smiling, or maybe I never made you happy, but at least I got to talk to you.
At least that....
You made certain jokes, and I'd be like "OH OKAY I see how it is, I'll go cry myself to sleep now :("
And you'd say:
"No please, I love you, don't cry.."
God...
I wanted you so bad...
You were so adorable, and well, I'm not saying you aren't adorable now..
I miss you, Pet.
I really do...
I didn't know what to do with myself.
Was I... falling in love?
Something I'd been scared of for so long...
Did I fall in love with you?
Did you love me too...?
I guess I'll never know.
But I know that I for sure did.
YOU ARE READING
friendzone.
Romance"how does it all feel? i wonder. i said that i wouldn't fall in love but i couldn't help it and yet after all this time, you'll do this to me?" how friendzone really is. or just how it was for someone simple like me. *Read beforehand: Includes swear...
