"Wasgood, you Nique?" The lightskin asked while looking at me.
I nodded my head and moved to the side so both of their drunk asses can come inside.
I watched the lightskin as he put Carti down on my couch looking all faded and shit.
"You Jordans girlfriend right?" He asked while paying attention to me.
"Yeah bruu thats myy shawty" Carti interrupted loudly while slurring on his words.
I sucked my teeth not wanting to deal wit this shit rn.
"Carti ion got the time for you tonight." I said annoyed.
He pouted his bottom lip while looking at me and his lightskin friend chuckled.
"He off everything right now & told me to drop him off here. You coo with dealing wit his ass just for tonight?" His friend said quietly as we both looked at Carti slumped on the couch.
I sighed and rubbed my eyes.
"Yeah its fine." I replied back.
"My names Dylan by the way. Carti wouldn't stop talking about you the whole mf night, I figured yall got sumn going on so I'll leave yall hoes to it" He said chuckling.
He went and dapped up Carti before leaving.
I folded my arms and watched them say goodbye.
"Sorry for waking you up outta yo beauty sleep b." He said before making way to the front door.
I nodded my head and smiled watching him head out locking the door behind him.
I turned my body back around and made way to the couch, sitting next to a wasted Carti.
He looked at me and licked his lips while cheekily smiling at me.
"Why are you here Carti." I said turning my whole body to the side to face him.
"Causeee I wanted to see you. You don't wanna see me? U still mad at me huh?" He mumbled.
I sighed and scratched the back of my head. I stayed silent for a while and just made eye contact with him. His eyes were hella low, lookin like he was boutta fall asleep on me.
"You tired?" I asked changing the subject.
I figured there was no point of talking to this nigga when he ain't sober. I was lowkey pissed off for being woken up outta my sleep & for having to deal with his faded ass, but I gotta do what I gotta do.
He nodded his head.
"You gon- lemme cuddle witchu tonight? He asked as I smelt the Hennessy off his breath.
I rolled my eyes and stood up.
"You gon have to help me get you upstairs okay?" I said trying to sound uninterested.
"Okayyyyy baby" He slurred as I helped him up.
He wrapped his arm around my shoulder & I held onto his hand that was off my shoulder, guiding him slowly upstairs. I smelt the hard liquor mixed with weed off his clothes as we made way to my bedroom.
He plopped on my bed and I helped take his shoes and top off as he laid there shirtless.
He looked fine as fuckkkkkkk but I couldn't be giving him no typa affection or attention. I wanted him to know I was still upset.
I turned the bedroom light off as he moved around getting comfortable. I got in bed but faced my back to him, laying all the way at the edge of the bed leaving a wide amount of space between us.
He sucked his teeth and grabbed me, wrapping his arm around my waist trying to move me closer.
"Lemme seeeee you Nique" He said tapping on my waist.
I turned my body around and faced him.
"I'm sorry baby." He said finally apologising.
"You were bein hella mean to me Carti. Broke my heart." I said sadly.
He placed his hand on my cheek and caressed it so gently. I could hear his voice getting all emotional, them alcohol n drugs had him acting like a damn fool.
"I knowwwww I fucked up-
"We'll talk about this later Jordan, just get some sleep." I said removing his hand from my face.
I turned my body around, facing my back to him. He softly sighed and later wrapped his arm around my waist while moving closer.
He dug his head in my neck and kissed on me.
"You kno I love you Nique." He mumbled before snoring his ass to sleep.
I froze thinking if I heard that shit correctly. He said he loves me. I felt guilt in my stomach cause idek if I love him. I do wanna fall in love with him and I want that shit to be genuine, not just by hookin up/flirting and being toxic af with each other like we are right now.
Maybe I'm just overthinking right? He was wasted so I'm pre sure it was just the liquor talking.
I bit my bottom lip and closed my eyes trying to forget about everything. I snuggled with him a lil closer so I could feel his warm body against mine, helping me fall to sleep.
