bly manor/hill house one shots <3

jamie <whats wrong?>

[I love Jamie cause she's just cUtE and hOT uUuUuuUum ya so here's a one shot of Jamie calming you down after having a panic attack]

TW: I don't know if this may or may not be trigging it just mentions parents arguing

she/her pronouns <3

3rd person pov:

y/n was the new au pair at bly manor. she often got along with the children and she seemed to make friends with the gardener... Jamie.

one night when Flora and miles were arguing it had reminded her of how her parents would always not argue amongst themselves of with y/n as well. Eventually she got them to calm and down and go to sleep. All of her old memories had been bothering her and she couldn't fall asleep. y/n sighed pulling the covers over and stepping out of bed wrapping a small blanket around her shoulders for warmth. she quietly went outside for some fresh air. she sat at a bench and began to quietly sob.

Jamie made her way inside when she noticed y/n the new au pair sitting on a bench. why would she be sitting there so late? Jamie had thought to herself, she chose to ignore it but quickly looked back at y/n when she heard her crying. Jamie's heart ached. she walked over to y/n and sat on the bench beside her.

y/n startled quickly wiped her tears, "oh hey, sorry m' just getting some fresh air." she says with a painfully obvious fake smile. "you don't have to pretend with me poppins." Jamie spoke giving y/n a genuine look, y/n nodded and sniffled looking down. "what's bothering you? whats wrong?" Jamie asked and softly put her hand on y/n's shoulder. "it's really nothing-" y/n started when Jamie interrupted , "it means everything, don't say that. you matter, you're feelings matter. you can tell me what's wrong." Jamie reassures. "when I was little, about 8-9 years old my parents argued...none stop. they wouldn't stop, but they wouldn't get a divorce either. most of the time my mother took it on me. When Flora and miles argued, I don't know what struck in me... but all those horrible memories rushed back to me like lightning and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I mean I had no one to talk to about it, and now my bundled up feelings have caught up with me." y/n explains while looking into Jamie's soft and caring eyes, Jamie doing the same.

Jamie nodded throughout this explanation, she really loved y/n, even though she had no idea, Jamie had fancied her. Her smile, her eyes, how she always puts others problems before her own, her laugh, her commitment, just everything about y/n Jamie loved. y/n looked especially pretty in the moonlight, and Jamie listened to what y/n had to say. Jamie wanted nothing more than to comfort her with a long passionate kiss, or a comforting cuddle, but she couldn't, she knew y/n doesn't and would never feel the same. except y/n did...she does and will continue to feel the same.

"thank you for listening to me rant about stupid stuff." y/n says finishing, "it's not stupid. I'm always here if you need anything..ever." Jamie says, there was something about y/n that just bolted in her to lean in to kiss Jamie. she didn't know if it was how caring Jamie was in that very moment or how she never looked away from her teary e/c blues the whole time she ranted. But she did anyways. Jamie had kissed back immediately. Jamie cupped her cheek and y/n wrapped her arms around Jamie's neck closing the space in between them. After what seemed like a forever bliss they pulled apart. "I'm sorry if I-" y/n started realizing that she never even asked for Jamie's consent, "it's alright, I've wanted to kiss you for a while." Jamie says cheesily. y/n scoffed with a chuckled. "you're so beautiful in the moonlight." Jamie spoke quietly making y/n to turn her back to her and smile. "it's cold... wanna go inside?" y/n questions, Jamie nods and they make their way into the haunted mayor.

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pls I'm crying this is too cute
anyGAYS

uUuuUm yea hope you enjoyed <3

also is anybody's actually reading this book or is it bots? lemme know in the comments 💃💃