Yknow, I really hate life.
I hate that I don't fit the beauty standard of society.
I hate that nobody ever likes talking to me.
I hate that I cause everyone to leave.
I hate that I can't keep food or even water down for more than an hour.
I hate that I keep losing my stuffies.
I hate that my partners don't show me off like they used to.
I hate that I can't do anything right.
I hate that I'm lazy.
I hate that I tell myself I'm creative when I know I'm not.
I hate that I'm slowly going back to being suicidal and I can't stop myself.
I hate that I'm self harming again.
I hate that I'm not supported by my family.
I hate that my best friend never hangs out with me anymore.
Yeah. I just fucking hate life :D
Sorry to anyone I bothered ig. Just had to get that off my chest.
