*you were not completely getting what was happening right now and you didn't know how to feel*.*Draco let go of you, you wipe his tears.* "WHY ARNT YOU SAD Y/N COOPER YOUR GOING TO DIE"! Draco yells still crying. Well because if god didn't want me to die why am I so I think it's meant to be. You say just ready to die, like no really. "Y/N DONT SAY THAT I DONT WANT YOU TO DIE"! Draco is still screaming and crying. Draco I'm ok your going to be just fine plus let's not focus on the bad things and just focus on you know me living. You say. "Y/n your not ok you are dieing but fine ya let's focus on you being here let's go to bed and relax and do fun stuff together tomorrow." You guys cuddle till draco falls asleep. *you get up and walk to the dresser where the dinner plate is sitting with all the plastic silverware, you grab the knife and head to the bathroom. You got in and locked the door and washed the knife of in the water till all of the food was off of it. You start cutting and you thighs and you feel the ⚠️tw blood⚠️ run down your leg you wash of the knife so there's no evidence that you were cutting and throw it in the trash. You clean the cut with water so it stings and to wash off the blood. You hear Draco get up so you quickly walk over to the towel to dry your hands like you had just used the toilet. "Hey love what we're you doing"? Draco asks. Oh just needed the toilet. You say going to lay down and you ask to barrow dracos sweats because you wanted to cover up the cuts but you just said you were cold, he gave them to you and you guys went to sleep.
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Skip 17 days to winter break
*you get to go home for winter break you didn't want to go to Bella so you went with Draco.* I'm happy we get to go home. You say. "I'm not happy that we're going to my house but yes very excited". Draco sighed. Hey I'm with you your dad can't hurt you if I'm with you. You say as you feel Draco grad your waist And put his head on your shoulder. "Ok". He says. (im going to skip winter break i but just letting you know youve already lost your hair it happend the 4 day you had cancer ikr pretty early)
