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  • Summer Camp 2 | Phan (2/3)
    273K 11.5K 30

    COMPLETE: First I will state this is a sequel to Summer Camp (I'm sure you already know since that is the title). I know it's been four months, or something stupid like that, but it's time! WRITTEN 2014. (I have since gone through and attempted to improve on this).

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  • Depressed | Phan {EDITING}
    296K 13.6K 41

    "Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...

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  • I Think I Love You (A Phan fiction)
    233K 9.1K 13

    Dan and Phil are best friends. They live in the same flat and always did everything together. Little did they know, each of them had feelings for the other, but didn't want to say anything because maybe it would ruin their friendship. Was it worth the wait for Phil when Dan decides to get a boyfriend?

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  • A Dangerous Mind (Phan)
    125K 3K 15

    Dan is a patient in a mental hospital. He doesn't understand why he is there and doesn't remember any of the events that he has done. His everyday boring life in the hospital changes when a new patient comes in.

  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • Short Stories (phan)
    8K 443 42

    It's the darkness inside that leads me on. It's the pain I hide that sings my life song. It's the tears cry knowing he's gone. That Phil is long gone. This is my life's song. Collection of short stories with few committed people. I thank you. Welcome to the darkest place on wattpad. Sit back, collect tissues and enjoy...

  • dear phil ;; phan
    272K 19.5K 26

    Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.

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  • Weird Feelings (Phan)
    411K 12K 23

    plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...

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  • The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete)
    117K 5K 13

    so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never lo...

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  • I Love You More Than YouTube. Phanfiction
    161K 4.9K 30

    Phil loves Dan. Dan loves Phil. When they find out how will they react? Will it lead them into more trouble than their relationship is worth? WARNING: Contains Self-harm, scenes of cruelty, swearing, general boyxboy stuff.

  • Messages (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 43.4K 16

    Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

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  • Fighting a Feeling (a Phanfiction/other)
    124K 3.4K 19

    Phil can't fight it anymore, he has to accept it. He is in love with Daniel Howell. But how do you tell your best friend that you've secretly been in love with them for the past three years? But things soon change and Dan finds himself in Phil's position.- ALTERNATIVE ENDING TO COME

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  • Glass Hearts | phan
    79.4K 5.1K 20

    Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."

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  • Why not you? (Phanfiction) (completed)
    123K 6K 15

    Dan has a crush on his idol, Phil. He wishes he could have a chance with him. He wishes he could have a chance with anyone, except that he has a condition making it hard to control his emotions, leading to random outbursts that he gets, A LOT. So how could anyone ever fall for him? ((triggers of self harm and suicidal...

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  • Colors {Phan}
    55.9K 3.5K 8

    AU: Everyone is born seeing black and white. You start to see colors when you first kiss your soulmate. Dan and Phil get completely wasted at a club and wake up seeing colors. Neither of them remembers what happens. update from the author, 2 years later: this shit is cringy and rushed as fuck i'm just warning you guys...

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  • Everything's An Illusion // Phan
    20.1K 843 20

    Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...

  • Maybe it's enough - Phan (Completed)
    293K 14.6K 20

    Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the o...

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  • Save Me - A Dan and Phil Love Story
    43.6K 1.2K 5

    (Warning, self-harm and violence.) Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been through a lot of bad things in their sixteen years of living, things that will scar them forever, mentally and physically. When they find each other they feel happy together, but things get worse. The thing that they want to know is.. was their re...

  • Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)
    602K 23.7K 29

    Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
    280K 9.4K 12

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • let go, dan - [phan]
    24.2K 1.3K 14

    Dan is happier than he could ever be, with his best friend Phil. Everything was in place, perfect, life was exciting again. Except everything seems different from Phil's side. Dan calls him names. Dan laughs behind his back. Dan humiliates him in front of everyone, and thus Phil just doesn't know how long he can tak...

  • Is this a Phanfic or real life? (Phan)
    226K 7.3K 16

    Sometimes, hiding things isn't the best idea. Sometimes, dreams do come true, and not always in the best way. But everything happens for a reason, right?

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  • Dear phil
    22.1K 924 16

    Dear Phil, I miss you (WARNINGS: mentions of self harm and suicide)

  • In love with a friend - A Phanfiction :)
    360K 15K 33

    Dan and Phil are both secretely in love with eachother, but both are too scared tell one another. So, when at a party they are both dared to tell the truth about eachother, will they finally open up? Or just shy away like how it has always been? What will happen then?

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  • Up All Night // phan
    791K 42.1K 21

    Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

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  • Moving to London | Phan ❤
    147K 5.7K 22

    COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.

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