This is partially something I wrote to tell my readers and followers why I have not posted anything in a long time, but it also became a sort of journal. I encourage you to read it, but be warned, it does deal with hard and sensitive topics including: loss, suicide, and the effects of those things. These are my raw, open thoughts written down for all to see, and all I ask is that you be respectful of what I have posted. Thank you for reading.