The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world's existence. All these half-tones of the soul's consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are." ― Fernando Pessoa a story about a girl running from her past thinking that her future might be a little more merciful and a little brighter but doesn't really know how to make a fresh start. But everything changes when a certain hazel-eyed Brazilian come crashing into her life. is it for better or for worst I guess we will have to find out. my description sucks d*ck but the story so much more than this I promise. this story is inspired by the hit series 13 reasons why. is the plot similar to the shows'? absolutely not. but the story does have certain topics that might be triggering to some people. suicide, rape, violence, abuse and etc are included. read it at your own risk