I wish i wasn't like this. i wish i wasn't forced to be the person that i am now. I never should have ended up like this, honestly. ever. ,.,.,. You see, im stuck , imprisoned so to speak. I was cursed, as everyone else was killed for my foolishness and harmful ways. I cant help it , i wish i could, trust me , i would trade for it in a heart beat. But, for now, im left to live my usual life.