The past never quite leaves you. You can run from it, hide from it, even push it to the back of your mind. But it's always there, taunting you. It comes alive in your nightmares and takes sleep from you. It fights you during times of peace, when you have nothing else to occupy your mind. You feel as if you're drowning, suffocating in the memories every day. You can't even speak, because you're busy fighting the pain. People call you cold, emotionless, when it's quite the opposite. You feel too much. So much you wish you couldn't feel anything. That's exactly what I feel every second of every day. And when I move schools to escape the memories, I find more than I bargained for with seven best friends everyone calls the Bangtan Boys. Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters except for the OC. All the personalities are as close to the members of BTS as I understand them. You'll have to forgive me, I just got into BTS and may get things wrong. If so, I apologize.