With him it was a scramble of emotions that would never be unscrambled. He came from an upbringing similar to my own, but he chose the bad path and I guess I chose the path society saw as good. We were never compatible, but we hold so much love for the other. It was like light and dark, but no dim. There was no in between and I hated that more than anything. Too many people had told me too many times that we would never be fit for one another, and they were right.