𝔸𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕠𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕓𝕚𝕒 the fear of not being good enough "𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳" "𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳" "𝘥𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳" "𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 n̷̯̐͛̈ȩ̸̼̳̙̜͕̄͒̈̃̚v̸̦͎̠̐̏ê̶̦͎̻ȓ̶̢̪̼̱̩̺̜̞̥̦̄̈́͋̎̈́̓̒͘ 𝘣𝘦 p̶̱̼̹̣̱͓̳͐̈͒̀̾̃̊̅͒͜ͅē̶̖͇͆̚͝r̶̡̟̙͛͒͛̕f̴̧̛̪͎̣̪̺͙̺̪̉̓̿̓̐̌̊̕͠e̷̻͇͂͋̾̈́͋̍ç̵̢̦̬͖̼͔̗̖̝͋ţ̶̭̼̘̫̽̄̽͝" ava ichidomokanpeki, aka Ava 'n̷̯̐͛̈ȩ̸̼̳̙̜͕̄͒̈̃̚v̸̦͎̠̐̏ê̶̦͎̻ȓ̶̢̪̼̱̩̺̜̞̥̦̄̈́͋̎̈́̓̒͘ p̶̱̼̹̣̱͓̳͐̈͒̀̾̃̊̅͒͜ͅē̶̖͇͆̚͝r̶̡̟̙͛͒͛̕f̴̧̛̪͎̣̪̺͙̺̪̉̓̿̓̐̌̊̕͠e̷̻͇͂͋̾̈́͋̍ç̵̢̦̬͖̼͔̗̖̝͋ţ̶̭̼̘̫̽̄̽͝' her last name given to her after her second mistake. her first mistake? ever trusting her parents. powerful. blunt. cold. calculative. intelligent. over achiever. hard worker. ḃ̴̟̟̜̹͔̤̘̟̖̓͑͠ͅr̵̼̃o̶̢͎̠̘͎̻͋̿̎̈̅̐̈́̕̚͜͠k̸̪̄̐͂̈͝è̷̮̬͎̮̖̫̅n̵̮̭̝̱̩̹͂ͅͅ. a polymath if you will. yet n̷̯̐͛̈ȩ̸̼̳̙̜͕̄͒̈̃̚v̸̦͎̠̐̏ê̶̦͎̻ȓ̶̢̪̼̱̩̺̜̞̥̦̄̈́͋̎̈́̓̒͘ p̶̱̼̹̣̱͓̳͐̈͒̀̾̃̊̅͒͜ͅē̶̖͇͆̚͝r̶̡̟̙͛͒͛̕f̴̧̛̪͎̣̪̺͙̺̪̉̓̿̓̐̌̊̕͠e̷̻͇͂͋̾̈́͋̍ç̵̢̦̬͖̼͔̗̖̝͋ţ̶̭̼̘̫̽̄̽͝'- to herself, her family, and- as she assumes- those around her. what will happen when ava's walls are broken while on her way to prove something to everyone and herself? what will she do when stuck at a split in her path of good or evil, light or dark, right or wrong? join ava as she battles villians, her past, and herself in 𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑳Í𝑺. this is my first story pls dont hurt me! if this goes well ill be making a crackfic with this character as well. lowercase is intended because im lazy🖐🏾