Dear Spencer, I hate when people say you have to marry your best friend. I fell in love with mine, and how has that worked out for me so far, huh? Life has no order. But I'm pretty sure I'm doing it all backwards. Life is never easy. But if you were here, you'd be making it all make sense somehow. You need to find your way back to us. Please! I need you, Harry needs you. "It" needs you. All my love, Laurel.