After his mom's death, Jonathan suffered from extreme depression and anxiety. Because of that, he undergoes different medication and therapies. Basically, his teen years are consist of going to the hospital, sessions with his psychologist and vice versa. Sometimes, he even stays there for weeks to refrain from hurting himself. Yes, it was the worst, but he progresses. He gets better day by day. During those horrible moments, Jonathan found his paradise from Steven, a guy he meets at the hospital bathroom.