"You just need to find the one. Once you find that person then everything will fall into place" "Listen well my darling. You don't need to change yourself for my needs or wants. I want you to understand that I love you for who you are and not what you can give me. If you want we can try some things and see what you like and don't like but only what you're comfortable with." "You are perfect just the way you are. You're just right and I want you and only you. Nothing else" Choi Youngjae was always told that when he found the "right one" that everything will be perfect and fall into place by his older siblings and parents when it came to the topic of sex with your significant other. He believes Jackson is the right one and the absolute best boyfriend he's ever had after all the guys he's dated. Then why does he feel disgusted and anxious? He shudders but not in pleasure. It's in fear. Story and cover are mine so please don't repost! *i do have a copy posted on archiveofourown on my account there*