This fanfic is partly based on a true story, which happened in 2012 in Austria, with different names and profession. Ben Hardy is one of the most popular British stars, but the price for the fame is getting bigger. While everyone else is happily in love around him, he simply can't find his place and it's getting way harder for him to trust someone. Due to the failed dates and failed attempts to get into a relationship, he's feeling lost and hopeless... until the day he receives a mysterious letter.