Why should he try to keep his head above water when he can't even stand the beating of his own heart? Sometimes, he just wants the bittersweet feeling. But only one thing stops him. Because Louis is the one thing he'll let his heart beat for. The same boy wandering and chasing mirages. But one thing is clear to both of them in their messed up worlds: they'll never stop hoping for a reflection-less mirror. Trigger Warnings: self-harm, depression Disclaimer: I do not claim this is what the boys went through or what their story was like. It's fictional, love. Hope you enjoy <3