This is a personal journey, originally a personal essay that turned into far more. I do warn you, this is not for the faint of heart, this contains very triggering topics: Mental Health, Sexuality, Suicide, Self Harm, Mental Disorders, Bullying, Medication, Mental Hospitals, Self Esteem Issues, PTSD, Depression, A story about my Autism, my coming out as Asexual, and my journey of self acceptance, although I do struggle with it still. Thank you for reading. ~Shaye