DISCLAIMER: i do not ship eren and levi in the show. i take the characters and switch them up. shipping the characters OF the show and IN the show are two different things. too many things were left unanswered. what did reiner do? what was eren's job? where was kai? where was zeke? it's been a year since levi was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. since then, his relationship with eren had been rocky, and eren needed to know why. why was he so distant recently? why was he always running off? did hanji know? did armin know? hell, did kai know?! he was the only one who really needed to know. -•-•- warning: violence, swearing, mentions of suicide, mentions of drugs, drug abuse, mentions of sexual content, mentions of sexual harassment/assault, mentions of bipolar disorder. NOT AN ACCURATE DESCRIPTION OF BIPOLAR DISORDER. sequel to bartender's alpha! thank you all for the support on the last book! it really means a lot. updates once or twice a month. started: february 7, 2021 ended: ???