What is a dream? What is a nightmare? Are you awake or still sleeping? If dreams can come true when you are awake- what about nightmares? --- She knew He would keep her trap forever for any cost. Make her follow His steps in order to stay sane, but he was lacking communication. It wasn't his fault thou- the world hated him for being the monster the world created. It was the fear of an innocent child being forever alone in front of the old Tv because of the sickness, because of other people who took his friends, because of bullies, because of adults who never listen, because of himself... maybe he simply worth this loneliness. Was he sleeping? Was this a nightmare? That innocence most natural need for a company turned into something more twisted, made him to never allow her to leave. Maybe that's what she saw before letting his hand go at the cliff. She chose, to be alone, freedom over him. If in the past it wasn't his fault to suffer from loneliness, this time he knew it was his fault. But still... he simply didn't want to be alone. Turning back to the painfully familiar feeling that hurts and drains a person was his nightmare. He rather grab a random whole person who even shared a glams of look towards him than staying in this box he actually deserved after his selfish, insatiable desire to just have a company. Story of a child who start from being mono, turning into a monomaniac and grow up being monochrome... --- Maybe you can at least help the little nightmare who shares the same fear but not even aware of himself. {Mono x Reader} {Yandere} {Gore} {Fluff} {Slow burn} {+16 / 18 }