This story is gonna get deep, anyways I'll just put here all the trigger warnings so you know to not read this if you get trigger by stuff like this: Self-harm, suicida (attempt), depression, sexual assault, overdose, light sexual content... Anyways if this stuff doesn't trigger you or you still want to read it I'll put a trigger warning before some bigger things but I will not put a TW in front of a chapter where people actually talk about this stuff🖤